Acronym of Not in Education, Employment, or Training. A young person who is no longer in the education system and who is not working or being trained for work. just laid out all my cards on a public forum nice.NEET: (Oxford Dictionary) British. I'd love to get back on medication for anxiety again though, but rip no insurance. I want to get out so badly but I don't know where to start other than working and saving up.Īll that said, I'm very excited for college, I can't wait to have routine in my life again. I should be paying my parents rent, but most of all I shouldn't even be living at home at this age. my parents are seriously struggling they shouldn't be supporting their grown ass daughter (I gave them most of the money I had saved from work to try and help out, but that's hardly scratching the surface). I do need a new job aside from going to school though. that's the most embarrassing, degenerate thing I have done in my life.) (a supervisor took over and let me go on break, but I still wanna cry about that just. That poor person didn't know what the fuck was going on. I had to walk away while scanning someone's groceries once and it was the last straw for me. embarrassing and awful and I hate myself so much ahhhh. By the time you're 20, it's just ridiculous, gross, and sad lmao.Ĭashiering DID help improve my social skills for a while, but the panic attacks were just.
You're still practically a kid and it's normal to be anxious in the real world. Yeah though, I'm 23 and it's ridiculous how shy and scared of people I am.Īt 16-18, it's fine. I'm so scared I'll end up flunking out or dropping out again, but I like to think I won't because THIS time around I have a clear goal on what career path I'd like to be in (medical field as opposed to general studies last time I was in school). I don't think I'll ever go back.)īeen another year of doing jack shit, but I'm now going back to college this September, so I only have another few weeks of this bs "NEET" life. My manager did say to let her know if I ever wanted to go back, so they didn't completely hate me? Still, no. that's beyond awful and I don't even know why I was a cashier. (I was also embarrassed by all the dumb mistakes I made and the fact my register came up short a few times. However, it only lasted 6 months because I was so embarrassed over my panic attacks I quit. I basically did nothing for 2 and a half years until I found a job at a grocery store. I got off my anti-depressants and ended up at getting to the worst point in life. I also got my first job this summer because it sucks to have no money and I want to buy some anime dvds, so now I'm just like Itami Youji:Īfter dropping out of college at 19, I was pretty much just sitting at home "looking" for work but not exactly trying. The next academic year I decided to enroll again, I got into university again and I'm still there, I still don't get along with anyone cause that's how socially handicapped I am, but at least the classes are interesting and will maybe (just maybe) allow me to find a well-paid job in the future (I'm doing a double major in history and sinology) so that's fine. It sucked cause I didn't even have any money of my own. I almost became a shut-in too and my parents were really pissed. I was too anxious to find a job and I was almost never leaving the house cause there was no purpose (I don't have irl friends), I only did some shopping in a nearby convenience store occasionally. I got into university but I couldn't get along with anyone and it's not like I even wanted to be there and study, it was too mentally straining so I dropped out and wasn't doing anything for the next 8 months. It goes away pretty quickly for me if I talk to someone for a bit, but random people are kind of a challenge. It's just something people who don't socialize IRL much have a problem with. I mumble when I try to talk, and can barely make my words come out properly sometimes.
Not being able to talk is completely different though. If we limit it to places where I've seen it, it's a MAL thing, it's a Reddit thing, it's a Facebook thing. I think its more of an MAL thing lol Nah. It's sad AF because I've called my teacher mom(Even though my teacher was my mom at some point lol) and said 'I love you bye' to my therapist on the phone lol Kinda like calling your teacher mom, since she's a parental authority type, or even saying "love you, bye" to a stranger when you're exiting a call.īut not really though because I was trying to be nice, since I couldn't speak to her at all when we got there lol When the waitress gave us our food she said 'enjoy your food' and I responded 'you too' Not gonna say I've never done that, but I'm pretty sure plenty of normal people do that.
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